Twenty eleven: Its a brand new year, brand new beginnings and a fresh start to wonderful life. I had my amazing friends and family who tickle me and kept my mind off all that matters to me with a truckload of love.
Until I received your letter and photo collage yesterday. Its the first day of a brand new year and I just cant seem to give myself a shot with brand new start. You said you sent parcels to me and I even dreamt of them last night.
You promised me our future, promised that you'll never hurt me but simply broke them as soon as you made them. All my friends said I was silly to believe them.
I know part of me will still continue to love you like how I did. Songs, places and people I meet brings up reminiscences of you. I suppress my emotions like I never did before.
I tried so hard the past few times. Sometimes I really wish this problem didn't exist between us. Now it's become such an obstacle, it's too tiring to try anymore.
Everything happens for a reason, I know what reason this is but I cant believe this is really happening to us. Us, Me and you dont exist anymore.
